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My gf and I (both 25F) have been going through a rough patch recently. We've been together since 6 years, everything was going great. She always struggled with depression and anxiety. We also had sex quite frequently then one day she came out as demi-sexual. This didn't affect me much at the time because she told me she was demi- that is, she feels sexual attraction for me but only when I'm near her.
We were very much in love and everything was going nicely. Her family is very very abusive so I kind of took her under my wing and moved to the other side of the globe. Here's how it went, I moved to another country alone. I worked and struggled mentally for nearly a year, I payed for her uni so she could come on a student permit and get away from her abusive family. I add this detail just so that you can get an idea of our dynamic, she doesn't work currently as she gets very tired with uni and I support her financially. I have no regrets about this, she's truly one of the most intelligent human being I know.
However, when she moved in 3 months ago, we started facing compatibility issues. Compatibility issues over a lot of things, including sex. We had issues over her being insecure and over-protective and controlling. For instance, we met some poeple at a board game night and she didn't like it that I was talking to a guy 1 on 1 (to be fair, I'm fully lesbian and the guy was talking about guns and I love guns). She wouldn't like it if I was wearing short shorts to answer the door. She wouldn't like it if another girl was looking at me. Me, I don't like it when my partner is jealous, I wanna feel wanted. I know her jealousy stems from insecurity but I hate it.
On top of all of this, I feel like she sabotaged the relationship as I'm very chill as a person, I had always been loyal 100%. I don't get jealous so when other people look at my gf I don't fight and she hates that. With all of this fights and talks, I realized that she's not in the wrong 100% but we're just not compatible. I tried sharing my sexual fantasies with her and she lashed out at me for being disgusting although she apologized later but it was too late.
With all of these behaviors - jealousy, lashing out, not letting me be friends with guys, commenting on stuff that I wear, not having sex with me, I have all this frustration built in.
I try to talk to her but there's always a pretext until she finally admitted that she started feeling asexual even with me. I have a very high libido, I am a beautiful woman and this leads to 2 things: unwantedness when I know I should be wanted and me just devoring other women in my mind whenever I see... Potential.
It's crazy annoying, I feel guilty af, I can't share this with my gf without her 100% throwing a tantrum again. We tried discussing an open relationship which lead to a tantrum until I told her that I don't want it. It's just pure incompatibility. My life with her is PEACEFUL when we're not fighting but I can't do it anymore.
I want to know how to break up with her, without cutting her off financially. She just moved too, so it takes a lot of time to get settled, get a job etc... I don't want her to leave or go back to her abusive family. I don't want her to be depressed. Any solutions for this? How slow should the break up be to avoid shit hitting the fan?

How are the new 22/23 Accords going? I have an 18 and its been so problematic (software wise) its nearly put me off Honda for life unfortunately. Hoping the new models are more reliable with infotainment/carplay etc...

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Hello so as the title says my smoothies keep coming out bland, ive been trying to make protein smoothies to reach my protein goals but i find my smoothies hard to drink. I can buy a smoothie from my local coffee shop, jamba juice or smoothie king and its delicious but my smoothies always come out too thick or the flavor is bland.
please help me improve or link me a good smoothie making guide. I try to stay away from using too much dairy cause im lactose intolerant although not terribly lactose intolerant.
Here was my recipe from today that tasted bland and was too thick.
•1 cup frozen mango slices •1 cup chobani original oatmilk •2 tablespoons of honey •1 scoop of Ghost Cereal flavored protein powder. All blended in a ninja blender.
What could i improve on to get closer to say smoothie king quality? I usually get PB+Choco protein smoothies from the mentioned stores. I just thought i’d try mangoes since thats what i had in stock today.

So for questions, I sure have many. When I was nearly 12 years old my uncle Jim died of a heroin overdose when he was 25 or 26. He had been drinking and smoking weed from a very young age, maybe 12 or 13. My 2 year old niece saw a photo of my uncle holding my older sister when she was born. My niece looked at it and said “Jim”. I wasn’t there when this happened but my mother explained it to me. Since I was young my mom explained to me her paranormal experience, and I’ve tried my hardest to debunk it but the story is the same every time. Today on FaceTime with my mom, when I found out about this, she asked my niece to say and she did. “Jim”, clearly. My fathers name is also Jim, but she calls him pop pop so this is very strange. When my mom asked her where Jim was, she pointed at the closet. When I heard this my whole body tingled and I was teary eyed. After I was done with the conversation with my mother, the tingles kept coming and I weeped. I pleaded to see him. I was a child when he passed. I don’t know too much about the paranormal, but now I am beyond curious. I guess my question here is, has anyone else had a similar experience or maybe even a little different? Wether it was a child or yourself. I am very curious about this one. Thank you fellas.

Was taking pictures of the interior and the uncovered name text when a sweet lady came up to me whom I'll greatly assume to be someone who works on the project since she had a name tag and was around the site talking to those who was working on it at the time. She gave me a massive info dump that got me super excited!
So firstly, the name of the restaurant is very likely to be "THE ARK". Which makes sense since the interior is decorated in that colour scheme and has a very futuristic sci-fi theme. She told me the opening date of the restaurant will be April 23-24th (uncertain which one exactly since she told me both in the same conversation).
She also told me the food would be relatively cheap, around 60 hkd per meal (which is around 4-5 usd converted). One of the menu items would be a burger, she described it as the bun would be shaped like that of the insignia/logo (she didn't specify which faction, but i hope both Autobots and Decepticons) instead of a regular shaped bun. That's very interesting!
There will also be apparently another restaurant opening in Tseung Kwan O (also in HK) opening somewhere in May that I unfortunately have next to no information to provide at this time as I only learnt about this from the lady I mentioned and I don't live near that area.
Name pic 1 Name pic 2
Restaurant interior pic 1 Restaurant interior pic 2, closer look
Hiring poster

TL;DR - I'm rambling ad nauseam about the screwy side effects that accompany a round Prednisone
Here we go again. I've recently stopped Xeljanz because of concerns it might be causing problems in other systems of my body. it was keeping my UC symptoms manageable (meaning I'm mostly clear of the blood/mucous stage of flare), but I've felt quite like unwell of late and recent CPT test indicated inflammation significantly higher than normal.
I dropped the Xeljanz, switched to Uceris 9mg, but it wasn't quite keeping me as stable and my symptoms worsened. My gastro and I had a chat, and I agreed to take a trip into that strangest of places.... the Predni-Zone.
Out of all the meds I've taken for UC, nothing has brought me more quick relief while causing as much emotional and psychological distress as Prednisone.
I write this at the end of day 2 of my first week of treatment (40mg daily for a week then start the taper), so the weird part of the Prednisone experience is starting to hit.
I know that individual experience with a given med can vary, and I don't know if anyone else experiences this, but my side effects from Prednisone are pretty... intense.
It make me feel like my life is the equivalent of a rollercoaster ride. There's a pervasive low-grade anxiety. I have way too much energy, and my brain won't shut up....
After all these years, this is not an unfamiliar place for me, so I've come to call it the Predni-Zone.
I get the munchies, which I don't mind because I've been losing weight (without trying) recently, and have had zero appetite, so to actually crave food is a bit of a novelty. Since I'm not having severe flare symptoms, I'm not locked into the diet to which I revert when those symptoms emerge, and can take some pleasure from eating, while still remaining in my narrow little dietary lane..
Meanwhike, my mind stays in overdrive and sends me into thought spirals that just whirl away taking me deeper and deeper into unpredictable directions Sometimes it's so intense that I have to remind myself to breathe.
So I exhale.... deeply, as if I'm trying to deflate myself entirely, and eventually maybe I settle down a bit before it's off on another tangent my mind wanders. This isn't necessarily a bad thing in some ways. I'm a musician and can benefit from temporarily having the energy of someone twenty years my junior.
Sleep, which has always been elusive for me, becomes a near impossibility, and I find myself posting rantings like this at 2AM on a Wednesday, knowing full well that I have to go to work in a few hours, but that I'll be fine because as soon as I take the Prednisone in the morning, I won't be sleepy.
Meanwhile, the wild tangential ramblings of my mind continue, and my body feels like I've taken some kind of weird speed.
But this will (hopefully) give us a chance to determine if Xeljanz was behind some of my other recent maladies.....
If you read this, I'm sorry for dumping like this on you. But I'm hoping I can find some reassurance that I'm not the only person who almost goes a little nuts. I realize Pred is a steroid and can have some wild effects, but sometimes it's good to know that you're not alone.
So if you're reading this while on Prednisone and feel a similar strangeness, hopefully this will put your worried mind at ease.

This might be a bit of a strange question, but I recently finished listening to the audio book for Soldiers Live, and somewhere in the last few books I realized I must have missed the description of the Shadowgates because I can't seem to remember what they actually look like. This was a cause for some confusion at several points, as I was having trouble picturing events that happened near a Shadowgate. Is it just like, a big archway? What do you see when you look through a Shadowgate? What do you see if you go around rather then through it?
Thanks in advance to anyone who can help me out with this!

Look. I waterspider. It’s helped me lose weight before I started taking weight loss serious and since Dec 4th I’ve lost 22 pounds but man… I’m losing the thrill to waterspider.
Especially when you bust your tail during slow work nights and a few “work sitting everywhere” nights. Working the wraps with guys who don’t downstack. Knowingly staffing 5k/6k stowers at the very ends of your reach and then get called out on the radio when I’m helping the face waterspiders deal with reactive. AM got on the radio and had the nerve to say “yea we need work at 2156” no duh! The wasp working the vrc can’t pull it off fast enough so they had me run over to help out.
You “you must have a sucky PA” -The PA that was on our floor is now working down at the docks and we haven’t had a PA since end of December🤷. They trained a PA for 2 weeks and I guess he dipped. Our PG who is now in a PA spot, let’s call him a “PGA” since it’s fitting and it work, they didn’t train any other water spiders to take his spot so now we’re down a wasp. When the conveyor is FULL our 2nd head wasp will “slowly” downstack totes 4 high when no one’s looking with the belt backed up to the diverter 🤔🤷. Then gets upset when I downstack a pallet 5 high or add a row to his 4 high because once again taking a pallet 4 high to a 5k stower is like leaving a box of hot nuggets in front of a rottweiler. “Go grab some case work from the vrc!” -Can’t, they barely have any buffer “Must be low on work” Aht aht, THE NUMBERS say we have enough work in the yard but we’re not clearing trailers anywhere near the rate we used to. A month ago someone decided that the guys on west side dock where I was needed a great reset. All upstairs guys in the trucks? Go back upstairs, we will put random decanters in the trucks and oh boy that back fired. See the guys who come to work and bust out 3-4 trucks a night like me are guys who WANTED to be down there and now you got randos that wander away mysteriously for decent amount of times. The PA that’s supposed to be upstairs on our floor I see him stressed out working in the trucks because he isn’t the only one noticing that the numbers say “we’re not clearing trucks fast enough” and that in itself is funny because the dock PA who was a stow PA that ran the docks flawlessly would move us in places to maximize our work and let us get breathers when he knew we were busting out work, so he rarely worked in the trucks because once again he had guys who wanted to be in the trucks working vs randos. But he got sent upstairs and so did i and a few others. I bumped into one of the ladies who runs the vrc down there and she gave me the 😔 face. She said "go ask (I forgot who the person in charge is) if you can come back down here we need some good workers" 🤔 but why would I politic to come back to come back to the dock when basically you sent us upstairs? Why would you go to a chicks house to ask to come back when she kicked you out 😂😂
So, upstairs stuff again You “Your AM must suck! -Ding ding ding!!! I now value a good AM like never before! Even in the stand ups he lets his "PGA" run the show. Prime example of "if you let others give you their job things, they won't take it away to do it themselves unless you say something” our last shift stand up PGA did the safety/quality stuff and all our AM had to say was "well he pretty much said everything" no duh! Cause he did your job for you! I also feel like this is setting the stage for our PGA to take a fall for when some sh*t hits the fan because due to these woeful numbers our shift is putting up and getting sugar coated. Our AM keeps telling us "we're 2nd In production floor wise"…..it’s only 3 floors
But he does NOT tell us that vs other day shift and night shift floors that ours is the 2nd to worst which is why we have had more operations guys on our floor these past few weeks trying to figure out what's going on.
So PGA at one point was like "yea.... I'd rather have a pallet jack and be waterspidering with you guys..." but do you really? 🤔 I'm starting to think PGA has gotten used to that laptop. Yeaaaa that's it! PGA isn't saying a thing because he gets off the pallet jack and gets to walk around with the laptop, now you are going to say "oh that's fine let him have that"
But if you know Amazon, like I KNOW AMAZON he is going to get blindsided one day when they bring in ANOTHER PA for him to train for the job he's doing and say "🥹👉👈 hey here's Ashlee, she's the new PA on the floor can you train her to do the exact job you're doing? And since I’m your AM I know how hard you work and you’ve mentioned you want to be PA but it’s not up to me so sorry, biyeeee” Oh aaaaaand once she gets trained it's going to be a "hey you can wasp one of the faces now since our PA is trained and we don't need you" and not even ask him before hand if he wanted the PA spot. Granted I don’t know if he’s qualified or even interviewed yet for a PA spot but still.
So yea. I put in for a transfer to get me one of these cake jobs that them women in leggings and strawberry/cotton candy perfume have and getting away from this mess. Sad part is when I leave they won’t give me my flowers for busting my tail all those nights and sliding guys smalls to help them out like a good wasp should. It is what it is. The floor is a mess and whether ppl know or care these bad rates due to overall bad work going on sets you in the chance as a stower to get sat in that bottom 5% for a write up. Sorry for long post but hope you enjoyed the read, comment what crap you got going on at your fc so I can eat your sorrows for breakfast 😂😂😂

Hi guys, for context, I work at a very small 3 man "ECM" shop (really just two stockbrokeprivate wealth guys running around trying to raise a couple million $ for microcaps) in Australia. The scene is VERY small, especially here in Australia...my two bosses come from a stockbroking background and have worked/know guys at the mid-market brokers (e.g. Ord Minnett, Bell Potter, ELC Baillieu, Canaccord, Morgans, Wilsons, Shaw and Partners, Evans and Partners, etc.).
I have wanted to transition to equity research at a mid-market broker, so have reached out to my own network. One of the guys in my network kindly connected me with a senior research analyst (call him ABC) at one of these brokers. We had a coffee chat about two-three weeks ago and got to know each other, no role was on offer but he is keen to keep in contact and learn more about my work product/work style before trying to pitch his boss to hire me (he does need help as his associate left, but deal activity in his sector is down so the firm is not actively recruiting at this time).
Fast forward to today, my boss is good friends with a research analyst (call him XYZ) who happens to be a colleague of ABC (same firm, same title/rank). My boss is trying to organise some sort of 'hybrid role' where I would work part time with XYZ when deal flow is weak and then back with my current firm when they need me -- whole process is weird to be honest and I don't like it personally, but basically they are having cash flow problems with my wages and need XYZ/XYZ's firm to share that load when I go work for them. XYZ and I will be meeting later this week in ABC/XYZ's office, where I will probably bump into ABC.
So my question is, should I message ABC to let him know that my boss has put me in touch with XYZ and that I might run into him in the office? Or should I keep hush about it and let the cards fall as they may?
My logic is that regardless of whether I mention it to ABC, both these guys will eventually learn from each other that I am looking to leave my current firm and do research full time, which will probably make it's way back to my boss, so that part seems near inevitable. I personally think I should tell ABC because I don't want any blowback to the guy from my network who introduced me initially to ABC, which seems to be the only thing I can control/avoid now.
Keen to hear if anyone has been in this situation, and how to navigate it.

I’m looking to buy a nearly new car in the next couple of years (I realise I’m forward planning here but depends on current car becoming too costly to repair)
I have always driven fairly speedy petrol cars. From time to time I have driven diesel cars either loaner or hire cars and generally don’t like them.
With the UK seeming to be obsessed with diesel and the removal of it (after encouraging it!) I am also nervous to spend a chunk of money on something they could decide to ban.
Context on how I would use the car: Weekly: short drives, 5-10 miles max. Parking at home and twice weekly at an office which would have charge points. Other driving: On rare occasions would have significantly longer driving to do (700 miles) as would go into Europe or driving hols in the UK. Max 2 times per year.
Options are as follows: Fully Petrol Fine on short distance but of course wildly expensive on longer distance with extra weight of luggage
Petrol or Diesel Light Hybrid The light hybrids apparently run on electric for moving away from stop, and moving to a stop. This removes the diesel barrier. No need to recharge but carrying additional weight.
Petrol or Diesel plug in hybrid As above but added that the short journeys would be fully electric with the fuel engine being used for longer distance. Would need to consider how I charge it…
I am open to all feedback including why an EV may be a bad idea..! I would also love a quick summary of why you feel something is a bad idea so I can better understand. Worth noting that I have reservations across all three options hence me asking the question.
Thanks!

Thought I'd try my luck here. Looking for a constant or maybe a discord server with similar interests. I often feel lonely and don't have that many friends irl that I can discuss about my interests with; I miss nerding out about stuff I've watched, read, or listened with friends. I'm very shy and introverted so pls excuse me if I struggle to join the convo. But I should get out of my comfort zone, gets talkative when comfy naman. I'm not used to calls but I'll try my best.
If we don't vibe, that's fine, just let me know instead of ghosting and I'll do the same too- nobody likes getting ghosted.
Ab me: - 21M - 5'5, Normal BMI, Chinito with glasses - INFP - College Student - QC - Books (usually fantasy) - Manga/Manhwa (can drop my Anilist) - Anime - Kdramas (can drop my MyDramaList) - Valorant (I am trash, no jk) - Genshin - Minecraft - Music Taste: Random af but mostly JP or KR songs (kpop too but casual only) - Enjoys dark humor - I'm pretty emotional, likes crying to dramas but I can control it - I can be an ear for your rants but I'll try to avoid providing solutions because life isn't that easy
Ab you or discord server: - Near my age - Preferrably similar interests - Preferrably within QC or Metro Manila, I'd eventually want to go out since I just wanna get out of the house and maybe go to events, do activities, or simply just chill - Not a kidnapper who will sell my organs, I'll choose when to sell mine thank you

Hi there!
I’m a 31 year old Latina from the Bay Area looking for my lifetime partner.
I am accomplished and stable. I have great friends who are just as important to me as my family. I’m just missing that person to share my life with.
Things about me that makes me cool:

• I am well traveled, 20 countries and counting and I did most of it solo.
  
• I am pretty funny and make people feel comfortable to open up to me
  
• I’m a foodie and great with pairing food and drinks together. I’m a great cook and pretty decent baker.
  
• I know how to make specialty cocktails better than most bars. I also make pretty good lattes and matcha.
  
• I am very affectionate and loving towards my partner.
  
• I love to play board games with friends and watching them play video games. Some of my favs are settlers of catan, azul, poker. I personally love Zelda and am very excited for tears of the kingdom
  
• I’m always down for adventure and comfy cuddles at home.
  

Here’s what I look like: there’s more than a couple pictures in the link:
https://imgur.com/a/UR0QTs6
I am seeking someone near my age who is ready to move mountains to make true love work.
Be ready for dates and cuddles and goodnight texts.
Intellect is a very important to me and I enjoy talking to a thoughtful conversationalist. Looking for someone down to have conversations over the phone to better get to know each other.
Pictures are highly appreciated and please open with more than a hello. Show me you are truly interested.

1. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝘆𝗽𝗲(𝘀) 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘂𝘀𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝘀𝗰𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁𝘀? So, let's start off with 16 Personalities. My very first result I can't remember what it was, but I feel like I had a purple avatar (I'm leaning towards INTP, hell maybe even INTJ) and can't remember if I was Turbulent or Assertive, but I was very likely Turbulent. Second time I took it I was INFP-T, and then a few more times still INFP-T. Few months later I got INTP-T. And when I take it nowadays I end up getting INFJ-T and INTP-T more. INTJ-T a few times though, INFJ-A and INTP-A once. Sakinorva I get INFJ and INTJ, Michael Caloz INFP and recently INTP, Keys2Cognition INFP and ISFJ, MistypeInvestigator I usually get INFP, but last time I did it I got INTP, IDRLabs usually INTJ or INFJ, but last time I took the test I got ISTJ or ISFJ with leading Si.
   
2. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗶𝘅 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘀, 𝗻𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗽 𝗼𝗿 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘂𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻? 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗮𝘆? 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼? 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁? I would definitely talk about the interesting ideas, because I'd say I'm pretty open to others thoughts and opinions on things. Even though I'd be pretty anxious to get the thing that needs fixing done on time, my heart would probably be racing but still willing to talk to the person hearing their ideas out.
   
3. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘃𝗮𝗹𝘂𝗲𝘀? My most important values are my personal space, my family, friends, video games, technology, movies, TV shows, the internet, my car, food, drinks, and my college education.
   
4. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗰𝗮𝗿 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲, 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗿 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗦𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗮 𝗰𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗶𝗺𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗮𝗹/𝗿𝘂𝗱𝗲/𝗰𝗿𝘂𝗲𝗹. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗶𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻? 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸? 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗮𝘆? I'd most likely be quieter, wouldn't call them out directly for it, but give slight hints of why I'd disagree. I wouldn't flip out on the person because of it even if it would make me angry, but I would text my other friends after the car ride reflecting on why that one person said something like that.
   
5. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗴𝗶𝘇𝗲𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁? 𝗪𝗵𝘆? I'm energized by video games like Call of Duty, Fortnite, and Overwatch. I tend to be a bit more competitive when it comes to online games like that, and I value my performance in them. Same with when I used to play Tennis and Bowling. When I ride my Peloton bike, I prefer doing a lot of work in a short amount of time, rather than a long time. On the social aspect, I'm energized by hanging out with my friends sitting at a bonfire, engaging in intellectual/controversial conversations or conversations that about things that we're interested in. When I play Quiplash with my friends, I'm engaged by all the prompts and try to come up with the funniest/most shocking answer to get my friends to die laughing and vote for it.
   
6. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗲𝘀 𝗱𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁? 𝗪𝗵𝘆? Very long physical activities, like if I were constantly playing a sport, walking, or biking for hours I'd feel so drained. I also can get drained by certain social situations, like I never want to stay long at things or be going out to different places all the time. I prefer being in one place with them.
   
7. 𝗗𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝗿 𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱? 𝗪𝗵𝘆 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁? (𝗣𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝗱𝗲𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲) I'm definitely more introverted. I'm a very reserved guy, quiet, and shy person. Growing up as an only child was a pretty big part of this, and meeting new people was tough since it takes a lot of time for certain people to grow on me until I'm fairly comfortable with them. In school, looking back I thought I was just selectively mute. I remember just not saying a single word to people up until the 3rd grade. One of my best friends/neighbor (ENFP on 16P, could still be ENFP or ENTP) we'd get on the bus and it was weird that I just don't think I said anything until I got home, which is when I was talkative. I'd very much rather stay at home than going out everyday socializing, potentially engaging in bad behaviors. I never went to parties, American football games (being considerate of the international people here so there's no confusion :) ). My friends tried to get me to go one and wasn't sure, but once they started pressuring me I refused.
   
8. 𝗣𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳, 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗴𝘁𝗵𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗮𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀? My greatest strengths are just being nice and kind towards others, being a loyal friend, good in emergencies, can be goal-oriented, and sensitive to others feelings. My weaknesses are that I can be passive-aggressive, too quiet, undisciplined (as far as school work ethic goes, I'm disciplined in my behavior), in my head a lot not focusing on what's infront of me too much, bottling up emotions, avoidant, feeling like I can't facing my problems, a bit stubborn at times, can be unmotivated, and wasting time alot with my interests when I should be doing something productive.
   
9. 𝗣𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱. 𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝘆? 𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲. I'd say there's a few stages of my stress. I'm usually at Stage 1 or 2, which is not outwardly showing it but internally I can feel very stressed/frustrated. Stage 2 is more panic, and I start to show it more. Stage 3 I start completely panicking, getting frustrated/more emotional especially if I'm right at a deadline and I need a certain grade to maintain good numbers. Stage 4 (doesn't happen very often) I'll have a breakdown of frustration and starting hitting things in anger and crying after.
   
10. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 "𝘀𝗼𝗳𝘁 𝘀𝗽𝗼𝘁"? I have a soft spot for things I'm nostalgic about. I love going back to watching old ROBLOX videos from when I played consistently, and when I watched videos of before I started playing on Youtube. I love looking back on Google Earth of places I'm familiar with and try to go back in time as far as possible to see how different things were. Like noticing old buildings that aren't there anymore, cars, little details. And I love seeing old yearbook pictures of the schools I went to, it shows a different time, where I was younger or not even born, and what would be to come into the future where I actually attended those places.
    
11. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘀/𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗰𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 (𝘁𝗿𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗮𝘀 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝗲)? My thoughts and ideas that I have are mostly centered around technology. Like for example, I love playing Xbox, and I would love if Microsoft got their hands onto the portable console market, like pack all of the power of a Series S into a device that I can hold in my hands, and play it on the go if I'm at college or somewhere else. I hope they do a portable console eventually, it'll literally change everything.
    
12. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗼𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼? (𝗦𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗽𝗼𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱, 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝗱, 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗼 𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗿𝗼𝘃𝗲) 𝗜𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝗺𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗼𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸? 𝗜𝗳 𝘀𝗼, 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗺𝗶𝘁? Feedback can make me very anxious, because if it's a bit harsh it'll put me off of something, but I feel like harshness is necessary because it's the truth. And I rather someone tell me the full truth about something so I can have clarity, and refer back to it for future feedback, and also it feels REAL. None of that sugarcoat crap to make me feel better and not learn anything from it.
    
13. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝗱𝘃𝗶𝗰𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝘃𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗴𝗼𝘁? 𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝘆? Treat others the way you'd like to be treated. I pretty much like everything and everyone to be fair, no one higher above the other or different emotional things weighing things down.
    
14. 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀? 𝗪𝗵𝘆? 𝗘𝗹𝗮𝗯𝗼𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲 There's not really anything that I wanted to hear from them exactly. But I just definitely want to maintain the good relationship that I have with them for as long they live.
    

𝟭𝟱. 𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗰𝗲𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱? I perceive the world as something that evolves through time. Technology is rapidly advancing, giving advantages to people, new things are being discovered, for the benefit, or worse for the world. So many things can change over time, like I said with Google Earth I love comparing how things are now compared to back then. It shows me how much civilization has evolved, and I love thinking about how things will look in the near and far future.

Aaaaaaand my period has landed. How wonderful for me. I mean if I didn’t get it it would be concerning, but at least I would know for a fact it would be a medical concern and not a baby concern. Unless god saw me to be a fit mother for his second child but that’s unlikely. That’s one positive about having no sex life, ZERO concern about pregnancy or STIs and stuff. Would I prefer to worry and get railed every now and again? Sure. But also lately I have zero sexual energy about me anyway, I just have such little interest in it. But anyway. I have my period and I have to go to the office so I’ve stocked up my handbag with ibuprofen and tea bags. Let’s see how it goes. I must remember to mark it off in my diary, it’s my attempted way of tracking it. I’d be curious to see how close my dates are to last month. I’m really failing with my 2023 diary, I had all these hopes and dreams for it and I even bought a… cover? I can’t remember the word for it. A leather cover with pockets and stuff. This is my issue and it applies to my whole life - I’ve used it sparingly and it’s March, so therefore I shouldn’t bother for the remainder of the year because it would just be weird to have a semi filled in diary. This is my f’ing ISSUE. Fuck. And for that reason alone I’m going to use this stupid diary and write lots of stuff in it. I shall not continue being the moron I am. I really truly f myself off sometimes.
I’ve got a reasonable amount of work stuff done today, it’s a lot easier at the office I guess. One of the girls in my team came in with her twelve week old baby and I’m ready to be pregnant now. We had cake to celebrate someone’s work anniversary, it was delicious but SO rich and I felt a bit unwell afterwards and I didn’t even have much. I took the smallest slice I could reach because yknow, calories, but it was chocolate with caramel or something so it was all levels of decadence but kinda too much? I could probably eat an entire bowl of caramel though, I LIVE for caramel. Caramel and lemon/citrus are my favourite dessert things, but also vanilla. I obviously love chocolate but it’s nowhere near my favourite kind of treat. I wish I liked dark chocolate more, I don’t mind it and sometimes it’s lovely but it tastes too… grown up. I don’t think my palate is sophisticated enough for dark. I want milk chocolate and white chocolate (but only a little bit) and caramelised white chocolate. Yum yum yum. Why am I thinking about chocolate, YOURE ON A CALORIE DEFICIT YOU NUMBSKULL.
I went to collect my prescription at lunch time and I also got some new skincare bits but only because I’m going to go on a lil skin barrier Bootcamp for a fortnight or so. I’m going to use the LRP cicaplast serum and balm with an SPF in the morning and an oil in the evening. And then cleanse, obviously. SUPER simple. No actives or anything. I think my barrier is compromised and I want to try get it back in action. And then I think I should be okay to start retinol and ease up to every second night. I’m only using the medik8 retinal 3, so it’s not super potent or anything, but I think I just have skin that is a bit sensitive, a lil like me. But I’m also thirty, I can’t not be using some kind of vitamin A. I also got another claw clip because I use them ALL THE TIME. I’ve noticed I really hate having hair around my face if I can avoid it, more so if I’m feeling anxy, it really makes me start to get worked up and stuff. I think I really am someone who gets overstimulated, which makes me feel so dumb. Idk why it just does. Anyway and I think that’s all I did and I walked around the block to just be outside and move a bit as I’d been sat down all morning. I can’t walk leisurely when I’m alone, even when with people, I feel so… something. So I have to walk fast, as if I have a purpose. I think it’s so I feel less judged, because if I walk slowly when I’m alone people will think “damn what a loser with no friends” whereas if I walk fast I feel like people will think “oh she must be off to meet friends and do something”
I got laser today, just my underarms. Im getting some top up treatments over the next few months. It’s just expensive so I’m splitting it up a bit. And I’m self conscious to have my legs wide open for some stranger. I seem to be more self conscious than ever about how I look down there.
I had quite an anxy day to be honest. I didn’t feel especially low or anything, I could feel myself sinking into it a little at one point but it was more anxy than anything. Like feeling looked at and judged. I felt SO looked at today. It made me so uncomfortable and paranoid.
F me these cramps are making themselves known this time around. Not the worst I’ve had by any means but just this constant dull pain like I’m slowly being pulverised from the inside out. I was almost doubled over at work at one stage in pain but I obviously couldn’t and I couldn’t stand up either so I was pretending to read some report while crouched over my desk as inconspicuously as possible.
I’m really so so looking forward to spending time with my honeybunny tonight. Idk why he’s stuck in my mind with that name, that or baby, if he knew he would truly crucify me I’m sure. He’s honestly my favourite. Okay I’m going to stop now so I can eat then playyyy night night

Hello everyone. I’m a 23 year old male who is agoraphobic with a anxiety & panic disorder. I’ve been like this for 5 months now. I went to my doctor today and she prescribed me lexapro 5mg. I’m afraid to take this medication because I’m no where near being a constant depressed person. I’m just frustrated that I have a panic disorder that doesn’t let me travel or drive on long distances. I can’t even walk for a long time. However, I don’t really feel depressed. Is it still safe to take this medication?